pain?

it hurts every time
it really does
but whom am i to complain
even if i complained would you do anything to make things better?
even if you did try to help makes things better it always causes more pain to be inflicted upon me
i wish i could turn a new leaf over and start all over again
there isn't any doubt that it would be different compare to this one
grey's anatomy season 3 episode 19
tears of fear ran down my cheeks
as i knew it could happen to me
no matter how hard i try to run away from it,
it may hunt me down
taking no hostage; straight for the kill

no matter how much it hurts
i would still have to bare with it no matter how great it is
running away from pain would be like running off a cliff plunging straight down to death
others have experienced greater pain and not utter a single word or complain
whom am i to complain?