the day the clouds decide to hang over me

emotions are making a big impact on me mentally and physically
it totally affected me
I'm being ticked off by simple stuff
my eyes dries out as tears hits the earth
the pain in my chest every time my heart beats
every breath i take i tend to struggle
tantrums i pour out like mad, making me like one (mad woman)
confined myself in total silence,
took a dip into the pool hopefully the water would cool down, which did

if this phase of my life was told on a tapestry, it would be flooded with evil and demonic features
my immortal element took a plunge into hell staining itself with every negative element known to the universe
the look in my eyes are murderous, a stare would put anyone down

today the clouds hang over me
a day that plainly puts all force on me to make it a living hell

hanging on by the very edge
straining every single muscles to hang on
hope keeps me strong, as tomorrow would be a brighter day for me
may the sun hangs over me
making it a bright and sunny day