Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Picz of Brisbane.. well part of it

sexy tree!! haha


sexy tree from another angel


brisbane boy's college..
one of the best high school here... only boys... nice school, complete with everything.. the size.. double TTSS


St. Ignatious church.. i think that's how it's being spelled..

haha all the electric box here in brisbane are being painted... all look cute and cool and very arty! haha

all theses pics were taken during my joy walking ard alone
u know, to get fresh air and relax and also to loosen up the joints

Eclipse



said to be dust from planet Mars
i didn't knew till i heard from a guy a few hours later
haha i took the picture while i was taking a walk around the neighbourhood and found it rather interesting, why was there 2 kinds of clouds.... haha so i snapped a couple of pics

the eclipse!

you would never be the same again

you've changed
not for the better but for the worst
i hate the 'new' you
ever since he came, you were a total ignorant bitch and i do not want to be yours
i've always been your replacement
you only come to me when you've got no one to go to
what does that makes me?
and now you've became more than a bitch, you became a mothafcuker
influence plays such a huge role in your life
some times i wish i could tell you in the face 'Go To HELL!'
but it won't slip pass by my lips
as i still consider you as my friend and i still care for you
wishing u could tell how hurt am i now

Monday, August 27, 2007

"Arctic Ivory"


Narwhals
Amazing animals, unicorns of the sea.. haha sendiri phrase one..
Fell in love with them the very moment i saw a picture of a narwhal in a magazine.. national geo (cool mag)

"Prized by medieval royalty inspiration for unicorn myths, narwhal tucks have driven men to extremes for centuries. Today the quest for tusks and skin threatens some population," quoted from the National Geographic magazine.

There's this pic of a narwhal, appearing to grin even in death... really kills me inside...

Picture taken from national geographic mag.

People kill narwhals just to get their tusk, and now narwhals are facing extinction.
Thanks to humans cruelty, narwhals would be a once upon a time thing....

I greatly wish that narwhals would be able to survive, give our great grand kids a chance to appreciate the beauty of mother nature.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

life in brissy

Went visiting the uni's art museum the other day while with a fren while waiting for the rain to settle(which never did).. cool museum.. loved this piece alot
another piece of art from the art museum


hehe cute puppies! the pet shop is the best place to bust down stress.. and it's free!!



i find this preety funny.. haha

made some footprints at my friend's summer house in gold coast..
the grass we like so bushy.. me being naughty went and made some prints on it.. hehe

EKKA Fair 2007... huge dog! but it was so cute!!!!!! haha
the dog was sitting on a bench, as u can see there's a lady sitting on the other end to counter balance the weight to avoid it from tilting to the other side.... that is how big the dog is. friendly cute fluffy dog.. i love!


The Ekka fair.. well part of it...
Awesome public holiday ever.. free food and drink (million kind of samples), rides, showbags, strawberry ice-cream (only could get it from ekka fair, once a year), all sorts of food, shows, concerts, animal show.. banyak!!


Bro won a tigger doll for me from the ekka fair

ooo another piece of art from the art museum.. i love the effect my camera made, and my reflection on it.. so.... SEXY!! hehehe

Monday, August 20, 2007

A or B leh?


why can't it be all written on paper?
at this very second, i'll suck everything up and do whatever is on that paper now; for better or worst, i swear i'll do.
unfortunately (which i only dare say it now) it's not simply written on a piece of lousy white paper
it's destined for me to hunt for it
a difficult hunt for me indeed
i've been hunting, searching, looking, digging, doing everything to grab hold of everything
but it seems like a never ending journey

hanging on (lucky for me that my nails are long.. better grip)


before this i was indecisive with what i want to do with my future.
i found my future, but i can't decide which route to take to reach that future
Route A or Route B??

Defence Jobs Australia
an advertisement that appeared while i was entering this blog
12 months of defence learning; marine, army or air force
Learn valuable lesson in life
earn $30,000 PA
loose weight, become fit
handle with real hardcore weapons used in battles
meet new friends

tempting... but a murderous idea

i shall sit my arse down and think carefully which route shall i venture in further

Thursday, August 2, 2007

labyrinth

i feel lost in space thinking about my future
i can't make up my mind what do i wanna do for the rest of my life
the only thing that catches my interest is beyond my reach as i do not have the brains
nothing seems to go the way i try steering myself to
i always end up in a different destination, a destination that doesn't favours anything

the harder i try chasing my dreams, the harder i fall back down
it hurts so much to take a plunge every time i give it my best; or it's just simply not enough?
or it's simply because i'm not made for this?
it's beyond my capability, more than what i can take.
for my tiny brain isn't made for such challenges in life

being in a labyrinth is what my life feels like now.....