A or B leh?

why can't it be all written on paper?
at this very second, i'll suck everything up and do whatever is on that paper now; for better or worst, i swear i'll do.
unfortunately (which i only dare say it now) it's not simply written on a piece of lousy white paper
it's destined for me to hunt for it
a difficult hunt for me indeed
i've been hunting, searching, looking, digging, doing everything to grab hold of everything
but it seems like a never ending journey

hanging on (lucky for me that my nails are long.. better grip)

before this i was indecisive with what i want to do with my future.
i found my future, but i can't decide which route to take to reach that future
Route A or Route B??

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tempting... but a murderous idea

i shall sit my arse down and think carefully which route shall i venture in further