labyrinth

i feel lost in space thinking about my future
i can't make up my mind what do i wanna do for the rest of my life
the only thing that catches my interest is beyond my reach as i do not have the brains
nothing seems to go the way i try steering myself to
i always end up in a different destination, a destination that doesn't favours anything

the harder i try chasing my dreams, the harder i fall back down
it hurts so much to take a plunge every time i give it my best; or it's just simply not enough?
or it's simply because i'm not made for this?
it's beyond my capability, more than what i can take.
for my tiny brain isn't made for such challenges in life

being in a labyrinth is what my life feels like now.....