Sunday, April 26, 2009

QSC

This weekend i let my competitive side get the best of me.
I feel bad for letting things affect me.
It's a sports carnival, i should be playing for fun, well and also to win =p

Futsal game was awesome. Had the best futsal game experience ever. Made TWO lucky volley goals =D
A few of the guys changed my name to Daphne Dampard -.-''
Just wished i was a little fitter to block the shots made by the other teams to give Zu (our goalie) a hand.

Tennis too was great, but towards the end i let my anger and frustration go a little.. did not cared about the way i served, i just whacked the ball as hard as i could. Made super duper lots of mistakes... stupid ones... sad
Jerry, you are an awesome partner, would be your tennis partner anytime anywhere.

Netball!~
Yes, Daphne played netball =D
hehe
fouled thousands of time - very frustrating u know.....
And this was when i was super angry with the other team..
and i became cruel.. very cruel...
well i did not did anything to her.. but i kinda said a few stuff that i shouldn't... sorry =[
the competitive side of me conquered without mercy
need to win, must win, and we WON!
woots~! GO BLUE TEAM!

Basketball was the last game.
All of u who knows me since highschool would know that i enjoy basketball a lot and it is one of my favorite sports to play.
but today it pissed me off so bad i started to act up.
there wasn't any team in the team itself..
and this girl (girl y) was my main source of anger
we were initially in the same team (mix 3) but she changed to her original color team (yellow team), so she got another girl to sub her spot in the mix 3 team.
so girl x and i are the 2 girls in mix 3 team. i had to miss the first game cause i was sending an injured guy to the hospital and i came back in time to play the 2nd game, girl x puled a muscle so i had to play the whole game.
for this 2nd game, it was mix 3 against yellow team and we beat them, so we were heading into the semis. yellow did not
so in the semis girl y decided to join back mix 3 team... she wanted to play... so it was cool for me as i wouldn't be able to play the whole game, having a sub would be great. so she played the first half and the team agreed that i would play the 2nd... but at the end i was the 'best bench warmer' ever.
girl y didn't even asked if i wanted to play, she decided to play the whole game.
yups the bench was super warm
when it was time to decided 3rd and 4th placing, mix 3 was going against the black team, i bloody hell did not wanted to care anymore and just head off for the bbq with my friends.
yups, i went off without telling the 'team' anything
they pretty much did not needed me anyways, and girl y can play all she wants
great 'team'

anyways, it is all over
am super tired
i literally look like a panda
i've got dark circles around my eyes
my body aches
my head hurts
and i enjoyed QSC a lot

"Pepsi cola, 7up, rumah biru up, up, UP!"

oh, there is badminton again on the 23rd may. Tasia! lets fire up!

-daph-
xoxo

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

life vs love

We used to be yin and yang
till 'doomed' day arrived
by force, i was forbidden to ever love you again
but we often have affairs, mostly due to cravings
each affair is bound to shorten my life, by a second or a year, i can never tell
but i never did cared
i love you too much to push you out from my life
but for my own sake should this be a taboo?
life vs love

-daph-
(e+l+p)SL shoots up because of you

Monday, April 13, 2009

pseudo holiday

easter hols
Holidays do not come very often at all for us
I was anticipating for holidays to come, and it has finally arrived, but nothing sucks more than realising that it is more like a pseudo holiday.
The amount of studying i have to do to get myself prepared for a mid sem BIOM exam is speechless. The load is lethal, it could pass as a euthanasia sentence but plus the extreme pain.


T.T


Holiday spent in front of notes and textbooks, and listening to lecture recordings.
One easy way to put a person into severe trauma. No fuss method.

This year would be hell, pure HELL
2 mid sems
2 assignments
6 subjects (1 of it i have no clue what the hell it is)
1 labeling exam
6 final written exam + 1 oral exam
30 to 40 hours of placement
10 logbooks
6 case studies
6 PHRM3020 pracs (5 of them compounding)
6 BIOM pracs + CALs
+++ there are some more stuff, but since my brain has already slightly degenerated from all the studying, can't remember everything =p

touch wood, so do not want my brain to degenerate..... choi choi choi!~~

stressssss stressssssss
before i sink into depression, i'm gonna hide everything and anything that may be a potential wrist slitter.
Just for safety precaution
I wanna live long =P

-daph-
not a wrist slitter

Monday, April 6, 2009

swoosh

" Life is going too fast for me, am taking a break by the sideline just for a moment. As i am ready to dip back into the fast lane, i need to go faster than before to catch up what passed by me and to regain my number one spot."
-Daph, 6/4/09-
tired, exhausted, and eating salad this very moment

Saturday, April 4, 2009

A +



Am an official Australian Blood Donor =D
but not a Malaysian blood donor despite my nationality +.="

Donated blood for the very first time on the 18th of March, a few days before my birthday.
Did not donated in conjunction of my birthday but because the blood donating mobile parked right in front of my apartment's entrance, and since i had a 4 hour break, why not do some good and save 3 lives?
And so i decided to donate 470ml of my blood =D

Proud of me?
=p