Am i just plain 'LUCKY' or WAT?!

30th Jan 2007.. one month just flew by as we step into the new year with full of newly made resolutions [which i did not bother to think of one]...
Picked up my guitar and tuned it according to the tabs i got off the net.. Diary of Jane by Breaking Benjamin... With full of enthusiasm, i put full focus on tuning [as all know, i'm pretty bad in tuning. But now i just bought a tuner so it's like eating peanuts now ^^''].. all strings tuned.. the final string, the 5A string.. had to tune it all the way to F [thinking of it now, y didn't i tune it done instead of up??? idiotic me] as it reaches G almost to F, guess wat??!! The bloody string broke!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!! i badly wanted to play that song... hehe, the tragic incident didn't actually stop me from playing, i continued playing without the 5A string.. LOL

31st Jan 2007
7am
Woke up early reluctantly, parents wanted me to follow them for breakfast..
came home continued my booti sleep.. around 9.45am god mom called my mom asking us to go for breakfast again.. 2nd trip =p
after 2nd breakky, god mom wanted to do some stuff at Segama, so we went there.. my mom and god mom were taking ages picking material to make curtains. So i decided to go to KK plaza wit my couz to check out some shoes [ converse].. Walked over to KK plaza, go see shoes.. no SIZE!!! never mind then.. so we continued window shopping.. Then i remembered about HOLLYWOOD aka music heaven.. went there bought 2 sets of guitar strings and a capo.. spent RM108!! not cheap oh capo!! it's RM68 and each set of strings are RM20.. ok ok lah, still cheaper than AUS..
Reached home played with my 5 stringed guitar.. den decided to re tune the guitar into it's original tuning.. all set except the 1e string.. it's neva been lucky for me with the 1e string..guess wat? it broke and sorta slashed my hand.. it had a red line mark on it and it cut a little into my flesh.. :0 ouch!

Finally i changed the old strings into a new set of strings.. it's new and sparkly!
but can't find a wire cutter.. all the extra wire stinking out in all directions.. can poke an eye out oh! wakaka

one liter of tears..

a true story that truly touched my heart
a story that leaves me pondering all day long about my life
a story that could change one's life and perspective about life
a series that you guys out there should watch

one liter of tears...
i cried a liter of tears as i watched

My morbid blog

haha my morbid blog yg mcm kosong aje and being updated once in a blue moon... haha

tired...
just arrived from kl.. stupid flight, fill of screaming kids and also adults who act like hooligans.. bising giler.
kids screaming and kicking, the kid behind me was kicking my seat like for the whole 2 n a half hours.. endak penat kah.. managed to control my anger..tahan je me throughout the whole journey.. stuff my ears with ear fitter earphones.. blocking all audios from the outside.. wakaka no high pitched screams.. LOL

KL was awesome... had sort of a wardrobe change, changing my style a lil.. using female jeans and bought 4 pairs of girly shoes to match my jeans.. LOL big change for me oh.. wat to do, hv to look much more mature.. since going to uni this yr :(

bought my comics and ate tons there! wakaka
love shogun ( jap buffet), ate like half kilos of raw salmon plus other stuff gain.. it was heaven!! beta than SEX!! (haha which i don't know how sex feels like, still virgin and proud of it)

Loved my KL trip but missed SFC's Cross country and IS's Talentime night.. sad..

Step into the FutuRE

Sitting in the car by the window... thinking...
What should i be in the future?
Choice A - Pharmacist
Choice B - Dentist

They are a handful of Pharmacist in the streets now, what would my future be if i become one to? Would i be a 'vulture' hunting for business?? Would life be hard for me? What would degree in Pharmacy worth half a decade into the future? The starting wage that i could get would be around RM3000 or maybe less.. would that be enough? Opening my own business would bring me a bigger profit, but it also depends on my luck, would i have enough model, or customers(my wonderful friends out there, if i open a pharmacy make sure u buy all of your medication from me! :P)...

Being a dentist sounds great, but i would have to face people's teeth(gig buruk:jk jk) all day long, for the rest of my life till retire, but i would be well off paid.. But on the other hand, i don't think i have the potential/brains to study dentistry. I've got Nil confidence in studying dentistry. It's one of the hardest course to enter and also study, apa lagi pass the course??(for me and my low standard brain)

I'm so stuck in the middle, no idea what should i be..

Anyways after 4,5or 6 years, all of us would be building up our own careers already..
Could u imagine yourself and your friends working? It was just last two years that we were all in high school preparing for SPM before we all head our different ways.. (our uniformed uniforms were so uniform; hmm i think it's grammatically wrong but it sounds funny)
Vanessa would become a lawyer - go to court using a false wig...
- She'll look for justice and protect our rights[FOC]
Didi, our future Dr. Dolittle(vet) - in her 'lab coat', working in a clinic
- and also heard that she wanna sumbangkan energy to WWF
which is so cool, mana tau she ca get us some free cool WWF
merchandise
- oh yeah and she'll give FOC services for her friends :P
Arleen, future engineer - hmm what does an engineer use ah?? OoO that striking
yellow and very hard helmet.. imagine Arleen using that,
she would need matching colour outfit of
- would be able to help us with construction and all those stuff
(no fees charged!)
Kimberley Suan, FoodTech - working in labs right?? create tasty and healthy for us all..
- mana tau she create food then ask us to try, like her lab rats
je, harap-harap we won't lay on our backs with all 4 limbs
shooting up into the air, and white foam coming out from our
mouths.... [jkjk]
Kimberly Mah, Engineer right? - hehe if engineer build nice buildings, no extra charge also,
or interior designing? [lupa] and hopefully she builds it with nice strong concrete :/
- if interior designing, she can help all of us to design our
kedai/office cantik-cantik with no charges at all.. [all also i want
free this]
Jen Li, Big Boss - Big boss of England Optical.. heard that she plans on opening
England Optical, so as u would gues, FREE EYE WEAR
- Big Boss = Rich; so she can always spend us minum and makan

So cool man, can't wait to see the outcome in half a decade!! Everyone berkejaya(correct kah) liau!
Gan Ba Teh

The art of Anger

Anger
Anger is always related to bright, flamming red.. why?
There's tons of stuff that could rage an anger.. even tinny stuff would trigger someone to blow an anger-mo-meter. Could anyone free themselves from all force of anger? (Besides people who have reached Nirvana; e.g Buddha)
Everyone have their own tolerance level, A person's tolerance level would differ from time to time. All would wish to control their anger, but at the end it would cause a massive volcanic activity. Sometimes blowing a fuse would lead to suicide. Like an electric board; when u blow a fuse, the system would not run smoothly.. so basically like us human, when we go ballistic we tend to go crazy or a burst of outrage; some people would even commit suicide.

I've been very angry inside due to bitter memories that i have locked and buried it deep inside me away from the real world. My anger drove me up the wall till the idea of ending all journeys of live came into mind. Stepping to the other world was the only reasonable thing to me at that time. I shut myself off from the outside world and everyone around me, i did not cared how life would be for the people who loved me when i'm not around; rational thinking was out of the question. At that very moment only 2 people came into my mind, the 2 people who saved me, who dragged me out of my 'nostalgic' world.
Till today only 4 people in my life knew wat happened.. including my family members.
As past bitter memories come haunting me, i can't forget the day god gave me a second chance to live life again.

The art of Anger
Never underestimate the power of anger.. It could turn someone's life 180 degrees around..

Daphne-emo antagonist

Emo antagonist, as my friend Dd calls me.. Haha lovin it Didz..
Susah bah wanna become an emo person.. wakaka kurang emo punya ciri-ciri..
Anyways i hated my last blog, so m starting a new one.. Not a great blogger here, trying to learn and get used to the system. Html is a pain in the arse.. so am gonna try my best to master it.. which i doubt that i would ever master it +_+
My brain cells seems to reject all knowledge of IT, except for 'yellow' stuff ^^

It's hard describing my personality, coz i've not live long enough to know my inner true self. There is much more about myself to learn and it seems like a never ending journey. A person who knows their inner and outer self wouldn't be able to live an adventurous life; no journey that could take them deeper into their soul.
Haha it's just something that popped into my mind, and also a statement that would change as i venture into life.
For now i've learned that i should be more grateful because of the people god gave me in this life. They are the best, i can't ask for more. Both my parents are the best i could ever have, a loving brother, a cool family, and true loving friends.. and also teachers that are willing to share their knowledge...
There are times where life would be black and bitter, but there is more colour and smiles in life.
It takes more muscles to frown than to smile.
Your smile may brighten another's day :)