family and homesick

it is today, but it doesn't feel like it is suppose to be
i thought i could hold on till the end of the day, but i was pulled down by more than gravity when my X and X donors called me a couple of minutes ago.
it hurts badly
i cried myself a river
a river i gave myself
not much of a day to remember
i try so hard to pull myself above water, but it seems as if i'm drowning in mercury instead
i feel my heart compress
i feel it hurt
i feel it fall into darkness
am more than crashed and burnt

for what i'm feeling right now is due to 'family' loneliness
i can't emphasis how important family is to me
i need them
i need them
i need them
a month away and i'm already depressed

-depressed daph-

i 'm very grateful for my friends around me
i can't thank you guys anymore for what you guys have done
thank you once again
xoxo

11.41am Fri 20th march

Hey hey hey

Updating specially for Zarifah =D

A few minutes ago she totally embarrassed herself when she logged into her friend's blog.
As she entered, the song 'Me so horny' came blasting out!!!!!!!
Everyone at the ilc room started laughing and rachel and i decided to distance ourselves.
Terus lupa kawan-ship =p

There you go, short update dedicated to za.

Me, mua and more of ME&MUA

Hello everyone!

Today, my whole digestive system decided to fall sick and burst like high pressured pipes.

DIARRHOEA!

Deadliest thing to have and experience. Thank lord it did not act up till i reached home.
God Bless you (bowels).

On top of diarrhoe, i woke up with a hypo, sore back muscles and also a gastric.
Signs of falling sick? or symptoms of a sickness?
meh...

My latest addiction (No dd, it's not porn), tomato and carrot soup with pork and mushroom meatball!
The simplest thing to cook and you may eat it with rice/mee/meehoon/udon/on its own.
Sedap tau!

Ta-Daa~~~ inilah masakan Daphne =p
Sup tomato dengan lobak merah, bebola daging dengan cendawan dan mi udon.
'Fast to cook, delicious to eat'



Picture i took to try and capture the sun set.
Not much of a success. Sun long gone, could only see its rays.


Another picture of the sun i took from below.
Randomly snapped anything i could, didn't knew what i was actually capturing as i was not able to look up... Blinding sun

ladididada

ahhh i've neglected my blog for months, fear not, i'm back now!~

my blog, my sanctuary?
it's only the starting of a new week and lots have happened.

Sunday, i started my week by cleaning my study table and also cleaning my computer mouse and keyboard. Hoping that by changing the aura i would be able to change my feng shui and also my will to study. Looked through a few uni stuff, took a nap and watched Hellboy on dvd. Ate cereal for breakfast, cooked my own lunch and had dinner at my cousin's place. Watched series at night before bedtime.

Monday, woke up around 9am, had cereal for breakfast. Prepared for uni, went to uni at 12. Skipped 4pm lecture to go home and get ready for Coldplay concert.
Went to the Brisbane Entertainment Center (BEC). Bought the wrong ticket cause i mistaken Entertainment for Convention.. Totally different places, but the conductor was kind enough to change my ticket without any extra charges. Reached BEC early so that we could get ourselves some merchandise. Bought myself 2 Coldplay concert t-shirts!
Concert was SUPERBLY AWESOME.
After the concert, caught the 11.50pm train to the city, ate dinner/supper at Azra Kebab..
Took the cab home, reached home around 1.20am... Printed notes, shower, etc... slept around 3am...

Tuesday, skipped tutorials (too tired).. woke up around 9am, got ready, cooked lunch, ate lunch, shower, change into placement clothes, head to uni at 12.30pm.
Finished uni at 2pm and head to my placement site at the city straight.
Started placement at 2.30 to 5.30pm... Waited for za to finish hers at 6pm. Waited for the bus home, reached home about 6.45pm. Changed clothes and headed straight to cousin's place for dinner. Came home around 8pm, started doing uni work till 12am...

Wednesday, 12.33am - typing an entry that you would most probably not bother to read.. >.<

Like i said, my blog my sanctuary.. sanctuary to freely pour out anything that pops in my head.

i'm hungry, tired and sleep

i miss you guys

i miss
- dd's gatalness
- laine's craziness
- wennie's kaki wennie
- diane's geekiness
- matt's ability to turn everything into 'kuning'
- van's presence
- marz's tennis
- jenli's buddy-ness
- basically everyone..
and luk luk.... =p

-off to bed now, uni at 9 T.T-

love hugs and kisses

kk

Came back on the 19th dec, approximately 1.30am in the morning.
My flight back wasn't pleasant at all, experienced air sickness. Should have gotten some Travelcalm(right product name or not, i don't rememeber) from the pharmacy.
Oh yeah, i was suppose to fly off from brisbane at 11.20am but it got rescheduled to 6.00pm. It sucked big time.

Anyways, been back for 5 days already. Time flies 'zoom zoom'.
Done quite a number of stuff, and also sweat a whole load of sweat.
Can't wait to do more stuff and eat more stuff and see more people.

Christmas is just around the corner, wishing you all an early merry christmas.

Don't think i would be updating much while i'm back.

xxoo
-daph-

ultimate laziness

woke up really early today, 5.18am
tummy infiltrated by killer butterflies
feel my gut being ripped inside out
churn churn churn
poor stomach going overdrive, sphincter unable to stand the pressure anymore
feels like barfing my internals out

gonna head to somewhere later on today
somewhere 'rural'
it's kinda a mini holiday with my friends
go see, look, experience
have fun
maybe go dipping in some sea to brush of the heat
definitely going to go hunt for food that they are famous for

so whilst on my trip
i doubt that i would be able to post any updates for a 'couple' of days

i'm officially going hiatus
would prob update a quickie whenever i'm able to do a quickie
and my next post would prob be next year

xoxo

daph
-tummy still hurts, zzz-

Daph loves to cook

I love holidays, gives me the chance to enjoy cooking =D
Ever since i came to Brisbane, i'm starting to love cooking a lot, but i never do have the time to actually enjoy it.
Time is always chasing behind me.

Cooked steak with roast carrots for dinner today.
It's not always tat i get the chance to enjoy a piece of steak that has been well marinated.

Ta-daa!!
Well it probably doesn't look as nice as those served at restaurants....
but it shall one day!

xoxo

-daph-
i love to cook!