summer course

i thought i wanted to take my time through out my whole uni period,

but i've been doing some thinking about everything,
by sacrificing this summer holiday i could save a year of my life and also save a year of money. summer course is the ticket to enter straigh into second year of pharmacy.
it would be tougher, but it's hard to believe that i can't pull my weight through it.
i should believe in myself more even though it is a fact that i'm not as smart as others and am much more lazier than average people, but i don't think that i'm that terrible, and certainly don't think that i'm a failure.
but some times people encourage by saying, 'if you believe in yourself, anything is possible', or 'if there is a waill, there is a way', i try to believe in these sayings but not all the time things goes the way you want it to go. it's already written by the lord's hand. if it's meant to be, it's meant to be. fighting it would only makes things harder.
anyways, back to the main point,
i wanted to post this entry to tell you guys that there is a huge percentage that i won't be going back till next year's mid year holiday in june/july. summer course starts on the 29th of nov and ends on the 9th of feb.
won't be able to see you guys till next year T.T

my fault?

When you are being indecisive and ask someone to decide, never ever pull your long face!
One thing for sure is, i don't think i f*cking hell want to see your horse face.
What the hell is wrong with you?
If u do not like a person's choice in things, why do you even ask?
Why not do what you want to do? was i or did i not asked what you wanted?
i'm so sorry that i am not capable of reading your mind, why not you go and find a genie and grant me the ability to read minds; specially your mind?!
I did not ordered you to do anything, all i did was told you what was better and why was it better.
Oh yeah by the way, enjoy your lunch with your friends since you canceled our plans together when you realised you forgotten about our plans for that day, which we planned last week. It really shows how 'low' on your friendship ladder i am.

*extremely pissed due to hormonal effects (PMS)
*would still be this pissed even w/o the hormonal effect
*and i've cooled down a lil; am fine =D

kidulthod

sometimes i really wished you would grow up, your act of immaturity really annoys me at certain times.
i don't mind when a person brings out their inner child once in a while, but there is times where you should know how to control it. everything has a limit to it
trying to act cute all the time could really trigger one's anger switch
there are times to kid around and also times to be serious.
just because you weren't satisfied or when you are disappointed or things doesn't go your way, it doesn't mean that it gives you the free pass to pull your long face all day long in front of us till you are given a lollipop.
it also doesn't give you the right to be pissed at us. what have we done to deserve such treatment? we can't control everything that happens, it's beyond our powers. and also bear in mind, we aren't God, therefore we can't shower you with everything you want.
and so i shall "regret i can't fulfill your every needs."
we aren't shift makers that could switch from one another to fit YOU!

black and white is never the same

You believing in what you believe and me believing in what i believe, but this doesn't means that i do not understand everything you are going through or what you believe in. Do not say i do not respect your believes, till you understand how hard i try to fit into 'your' community. 'You' can't expect me to change 'me' to fit 100% into 'you', i'm sorry, but what i know that i can do is to try my best to learn and understand your religion.
If i fail to adapt, once again, do not blame me, as it's hard for me to get accepted into your community's inner circle. You guys tend to cast 'us' away as we are 'different'. How am i suppose to get to know 'you' better? Whatever 'you' guys do together, 'we' are seldom included, 'we' are only included when 'you' guys do not have a choice but to let us 'in'. We are more of an 'outcast' rather than as a 'friend'.
Never again dare to say we disrespect 'your' religion, we took a step forward to study and understand 'yours', but it's never enough for 'you'. Have 'you' ever tried to understand 'ours'?

facts that aren't that interesting

tagged by kimmy

eight random facts about mua

one - my little finger is like a size 11, almost the size of an average index finger..
my lil pinky finger(well more like sumo pinky finger)
my fat fat fingers.. jen li's pinky finger is like a size 4!! and Jill's is a size 3!!!!! and mine is like a size 11!!!~~ wakaka

second random fact bout mua
i could do a torsion while sleeping... turn 180 degrees in bed and wake up to find myself in a odd position and not the same spot as how i went to bed. freaks me out sometimes, i wonder how could i move so much while sleeping.. pretty odd and it would seriously be funny if i video taped myself doing all this torsions and maybe kung fu while sleeping.

3rd fact
daphne lo can sleep anywhere and anytime.. haha
i remembered once in high school, cikgu nurul strictly ordered that my head shall not touch the table (i sleep in class everyday without miss), so i obeyed... i still managed to fall asleep without my head touching the table.. haha teacher nurul shouted DAPHNE LO!!!! wakakaka~ funny times in high school

fourth +.O
i've got a scar from being stabbed by a knife on my thigh. i can't quite remember how i stabbed myself... it was pretty long ago.. more like ages ago.. well it's there, giving a touch of sexiness to my already sexy thighs.. wakakaka

nombor lima
oh yeah, i've got this pretty odd problem with me... you know how you talk to yourself every time you are typing or writing something? you would type or write what you say in heart right?? but for me.... i tend to miss a few words here and there all the time without me realising my mistake till i re-read my sentence.. once or twice would be normal but all the time = neuro problem

6
i own more than 100 undies and more than 30 bras
haha i do not need to wash my undies or bras for like a whole week, i've got a supply of fresh lingerie for a whole month!!!! wakakaka

1+1+1+1+1+1+1
ooo when i get too attached to a book, i could read it for 3 days straight without sleep... i've done that before and i do not wish to do it again. i was pretty much dead by the third day... haha
my friends had to confiscate my books and lock it up in their locker......

final random fact
i currently own 19 pairs of shoes and 6 pairs of slippers here in aus... oh yeah and i also own more than 50 pairs of socks here... wakakaka

hmm not much interesting random facts bout me :P

i tag nariza, vanessa, khai, irene and ....

BIOL1015

BIOL1015 is the course code for human biology. The best course i've taken since i started uni (which wasn't long ago)... haha
Today we learnt bout 'making humans'. Gained some knowledge bout test tube babies.
Lecturer taught us what's the problem with women when they can't conceive, well he was being nice so he tole us some extra information so that we could also defend ourselves when men blame women when they can't succeed in making babies. 40% percent of the time is because men kurang subur.. so it's not necessarily just women's fault!
haha and also he showed us a movie of how they extracted sperm from males.. the insert a needle straight trough the side of the penis and sort of manipulated it in a way, and PRESTO! sperm is collected thorough a tube! haha PAIN yes i feel u guys.. haha
highlight of the lecture was a girl suddenly fainted while seating down.. strong lecture we have, he carried her from the 2nd row and took care of her till the paramedics came, and i was suprised that we had on call paramedics on campus!
now i know whenever i faint, someone would save me no matter where or when in campus.. so meaning i can push myself during SWOT vac till my limits and maybe till i faint or blackout(except death) and not worry bout it.. haha