damaged

it's painful inside, a pain i couldn't control
i feel angry all the time, i tend to take it out on people around me.
i hate myself for being that way
but it's something that i couldn't control
i feel hopeless, i feel lost, i feel morbid
my soul used to be bright, it's all dark, black and labyrinth now
even i, myself have problems looking into my soul
it's just too dark, every turn i take it leads to a dead end
i wish i could change it all,
being able to control my anger,
being bright and shinny again
and most importantly being able to take this mask of me