the 'best' way to tell a person...

29th July '07
Fadz invited me on a trip to Harbour town, Gold Coast. The heaven of factory outlets :P
before heading for Harbour Town, we made a detour to her mansion at Paradise Waters(i hope i got the name right), as her parents are arriving 4am this morning. Beautiful house by the river, sitting on the deck by the river while watching the moon would be a romantic spot for couples :oD
Anyways, Fadz started sorting out the mail(i think aprox. 100 unopened mails) and some mails were being delivered to the wrong address, we being a 'saint' opened the wrongly delivered mail(i know we all very '38', curious mah). Found an Easter card from London, read the card and there were some stuff in it that i found particularly very very interesting.
This person wanted to tell the other person about a few news;
1) your cousin a is getting re-married
2) cousin b had a recent heart attack
3) cousin c is being diagnosed with leukemia
all the news were deliverd through an Easter card o.O
what a sensible way to deliver to another person 'such' news...

Anyways, after that we went to harbour town to shop!! WOOHOO
but no money wanna buy anything.. wakakakaka T.T sadly to say; but hanging out with friends was the BOMB!

cough cough sniff sniff

still having flu and cough... sad

anyways, did not had any lectures today and tutorials have not started yet for this sem
so... YAY i got to stay home the whole day today

enjoyed my beauty sleep till 12pm (half my day gone)
then took a warm shower and head to Coles to get some groceries; cooked porridge for myself(lunch)
head home and started cooking, then had lunch
annie came over around 3
headed to the train station as she needed to go get her monthly train ticket before the ticket booth closes
after purchasing her ticket we went for a walk at the mall
entered Angus and Robertson to check out if there is any Harry potter book left
annie forgotten to pre-ordered hers
approached the counter and saw 7 books left
asked how much does it cost... $39.99 (i bought mine for $24.99, FROM THE SAME STORE)
the price had increase, annie was having doubts if she would get it
so we decided to walk around the store till she could decide
after 30 seconds, we heard a lady buying the book
after a minute, another lady bought the book
after 3 minutes or so, another lady bought the book
after 5 minutes, annie bought the 4th book
only 3 books left in that store
from what the guy told us, they had to go to another shop to get that extra 7 books as they have sold out on harry potter books on it's launching date +.+

being back in brissy

missing u guys

i wanna eat luk-luk!!

wishing i had the brains to create a time machine; turn back time

21st july 2007
flight back to brissy
woke up late, couldn't wake up to my parent's knocking on the door
dashed through the toilet; getting ready
9 am flight T.T
tried extremely hard to hold in my emotions
hugged and kissed both my parents before i enter those gates
sat at the waiting area, waiting to board brunei airlines to brissy via brunei
reached brunei around 10
went to the counter to collect our tickets; and also to find out first hand that the flight had been delayed for an extra 3 hours.
a whole 7 agonising hours of pure torturous boredom in brunei airport
bared with the 7 hours... board the plane to brissy
got sick on the plane
influenza decided to attack my system
reached brissy around 1 am
i arrived brissy prepared; whipped out my hoodie and ready to face winter
stepped out of the airport... BURRR
but i survived

attended first day if my second sem in uni

human bio
molecular and micro bio
maths
psyc

2nd day back in brissy and am already catching all sort of sickness
influenza and cough
sniffling and coughing in lectures, not a good thing at all...
hoping that my health would not deteriorate any more than i could bare....

FYI
todays menu
breakfast - sandwich i bought from the refractory
lunch - 2 sushi rolls i bought from the refractory
tea - iced mocha
dinner - miso soup with cabbage and mushroom, cooked for myself (Daph's recipe)

total spent on my meals = ($3.40 + $3.50 + $5 + 3) x 3
= ($14.90) x 3
= Rm 44.70

i think i'm gonna start work again as a food preparer at Sushi Station
extra cash would really come in handy

T.T

wed time:0011
3 more days till dreadful and painful saturday~ painstaking
heading back to brissy, aus to start my 2nd sem in U.
being back HOME is like being in heaven(prob better!)
the enjoyment of spending time with my whole family, family dinner, family activities; priceless
hanging out with friends is beyond utopia
the times we go crazy and wacko :)
laughing our heads off~~~~
munching on local delicacies; lip smacking, mouth watering & gaining a few pounds of weight(but who cares)
the memories i gather being back home, i shall cherish it for life; even death won't do us part
i wish time would pass at a slower pace,
why couldn't there be;
61 seconds an a minute
61 minutes in an hour
25 hours a day
8 days a week?

piece of my mind

it really hits me every time i have a meal in kopitiams
no lying that am an anti smoker
but it really ticks me off every time they just have to smoke at places where people have meals and where they're even infants and children around
why can't they just be a lil tad more considerate to try and smoke at a safe range away from eaters and kids?
from my opinion, governments should enforce new laws on prohibited smoking areas.
they should be a rule stating that smokers shall not be allowed to smoke in buildings or 5 feet away from buildings.
i don't think that it's too much to ask; other citizen's health is at risk every time they inhale secondary smoke
the percentage of young kids getting lung cancer would rise in the near future; i won't be curious if even infants get lung cancer
nowadays, parents smoke while carrying their baby in their arm +.+ (WTF)

damaged

it's painful inside, a pain i couldn't control
i feel angry all the time, i tend to take it out on people around me.
i hate myself for being that way
but it's something that i couldn't control
i feel hopeless, i feel lost, i feel morbid
my soul used to be bright, it's all dark, black and labyrinth now
even i, myself have problems looking into my soul
it's just too dark, every turn i take it leads to a dead end
i wish i could change it all,
being able to control my anger,
being bright and shinny again
and most importantly being able to take this mask of me