a -holic i do not call myself

all i sacrifice to survive this life

all i do to keep up with the current affairs

all i pour my guts out to face this cruel world

all i endure to leap over every obstacle

all the effort i keep to keep my head above water

why put so much in when it would all end up in history?

a history that no one remembers

a history that no one cares

a history that brings no meaning to the world

a history that would be history

it hurts so much to take that much in

to not take that much in hurts more

to know it well consumes alot

to not know it well would cost more

to give a 110% effort is impossible

to give any less than that is stupid

it's impossible for one to be over prepared for and exam

but it is possible to try your best to be as well prepared as you can

doing it would be beneficial

pondering over it would be a waste

actions are stronger

saying it won't bring anyone anywhere

destiny is on our very palm