a -holic i do not call myself

all i sacrifice to survive this life

all i do to keep up with the current affairs

all i pour my guts out to face this cruel world

all i endure to leap over every obstacle

all the effort i keep to keep my head above water

why put so much in when it would all end up in history?

a history that no one remembers

a history that no one cares

a history that brings no meaning to the world

a history that would be history

it hurts so much to take that much in

to not take that much in hurts more

to know it well consumes alot

to not know it well would cost more

to give a 110% effort is impossible

to give any less than that is stupid

it's impossible for one to be over prepared for and exam

but it is possible to try your best to be as well prepared as you can

doing it would be beneficial

pondering over it would be a waste

actions are stronger

saying it won't bring anyone anywhere

destiny is on our very palm

Today is a happy day!

Today, UQ's Malaysian society had a bowling tournament. I participated for fun, try and relief the exam stress that was building into a gigantic version of Mt. Everest, and have a break from everything specially from work. I took a day off to go play bowling, which i'm glad i did. It was one hell of a amazing day. My friends and i had an awesome time, we screamed, laughed and bowled. Guess what, i won best female player and my team won third! :D Those are my trophies. We played 3 games, scored 156 for my first, 129 for my second and 136 for my third. The girl who got 2nd scored 60 points behind me and the best male scored 20 points more only.

After bowling, we went to the city for milk tea, but at the end i bought a pair of shoes and a hoodie!! The shoes were 50% off and it was the last pair, and it was also the LAST PAIR! It feels like lady luck has been following me for the whole day :D

Evisu SHOOS Natsuki shoes Green Kimono

From AUD$179.90 to AUD$89

Happiness is in the air!

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:'(

went to work yesterday, thursday, 3 may 2007

started at 4.3pm till 10.30pm
6 hours of work; had to work while standing
weren't any chair or even a stool to rest my arse on
fatigue was flooding my whole system
clogged up with emotions

with a knife, i sliced and chopped on a chopping board

"sniff, sniff"
nose started to run a little
eyes started to sore a little
it soon became red

eyes became watery
tears started to pour
it poured like mad

:'(

it wasn't a pleasant day

I had to slice and chop onions...

bad luck

went for work yesterday and was determine not to get hurt in any form
being extra careful
watching every step and every action

was making pancake roles and being extra careful when handling the knife
and lady luck decided to bail on me for guy luck
the guy behind me was deep frying some stuff and he accidentally splashed hot burning oil behind my arm!!
i felt my flesh cooking
the burning sensation was beyond bearable +.+
just kept my mouth shut as nothing could reverse what has happened


lady luck came back to me when guy luck was an arse for the rest of my morning shift..

night shift started at 4.30pm
determine not to get hurt again
being extra careful and stayed away from any threat
was plucking chicken feathers from hairy chicken wings
i realise the chicken wings are very colourful
some pale colour
some purple colour
and some brownish

being bored and tired, decided to have some fun
started to think of logical explanation to explain the different colours of the chicken wings
i came to a conclusion
purple chicken wings were being drown to death
white chicken wings were anemic
and brownish chicken wings were plainly not fresh

was laughing in the inside and all of a sudden
HOT!!!!!
the boss came in while holding a hot boiling bowl of soup and she slipped
and guess what... soup splashed on my calves
-.+

any of you guys want to send me some talisman for luck???

Me > working!

Finished school at 2pm today and headed back to Toowong(where i leave) straight after PASS class.
Walk around the food court thinking on what to grab for lunch, and also went for a little job hunting. Attempt to look for a job failed all the time; they need people who with experienced and most of the jobs needed a resume to be handed in. And if i id had a resume, it would be practically empty; no job experience, no recommendation and all those sort of stuff.
Headed back home and decided to get lunch from the Sushi Station restaurant, which is located right across the street from my place.
Had some sushi to take away and headed to the counter to pay.
I asked the boss if there is any job vacant, and she said yes.
Before she offered me the job, she wanted to have a look at my student and working visa, and also my tax file number.
Went home grab all the visas and tax file number and went straight back and showed it to her. She offered me the job on the spot and asked me to start work on that day.
I started work at 4.30pm till 10pm today.
Exhausted, but happy and proud of myself. I earned $49.50 today :D
I get paid $9 per hour...
My first job

Well i got some very minor burnts from cooking pancakes and some rashes and itches from peeling and cutting prawns on my arms and wrists.

The Reaping

Double thumbs up for this movie :D
Loved it alot.
Haha it came out last week and i only had the chance to watch it tonight.

hehe had to actually ask my bro a few times to bring me
a show worth watching